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Journal Entry: Sun May 4, 2008, 12:57 PM
  • Mood: Euphoric
  • Listening to: Ashlee Simpson - Little Miss Obsessive
  • Reading: what I write
  • Watching: my screen
  • Drinking: water
Do you know that sensation, when you`re thinking about somebody and suddenly you lose contact with reality, you feel like you`ve passed into another dimension? It`s not like having butterflies, it feels different, even more strange than that... You must know then, that the person you were thinking of, had you into his/her mind... You were both somehow... connected!

Confused

Journal Entry: Mon Apr 21, 2008, 9:34 AM
Don’t know how we got this far
So attached now and it scare's me
Like a thief you stole my heart
And I fallen in love so unfairly
(boy I hate that my)
World revolves you
(And I hate my heart)
Cause it hurts without you

Why, why am I so lost in you?
And I don’t even know me anymore
Why, I don’t know why I’m so confused
Cause Im hating that I love you this much boy
I’m Confused

  • Mood: Sentimental
  • Listening to: Kat DeLuna - Love Confusion
  • Reading: these lyrics

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Journal Entry: Sun Mar 9, 2008, 1:56 PM
Why is it that bad moods come whenever you think they are really far from you? Why do people seem to make you feel bad when you truly believe nothing in this world could carry away your happiness? What makes you so sensitive, so fragile, so...defenseless in front of the next seconds of your life?



Fate is an elegant coldhearted whore! She loves salting my wounds...

  • Mood: Miserable
  • Listening to: Puya feat. Laura & Keo - Viata Noua
  • Reading: Nu Vezi Cat De Mult Te Iubesc? [a blog]
  • Drinking: water

On a Valentine`s Day

Journal Entry: Fri Mar 7, 2008, 9:41 AM
Ce faci cand se confrunta ratiunea cu sentimentele? Cui dai frau liber? Gandul acesta ma chinuie de ceva vreme si pur si simplu nu ma pot hotari de cine sa ascult. Tin la tine enorm, dar nu meriti afectiunea mea [ca sa nu`i spun iubire.

Vreau sa ma eliberez, dar mi`e frica de durerea care ma va cuprinde. Mi`e frica de singuratate, de gandul ca nu voi reusi sa trec peste amintirea ta si ca viata mea va deveni... un mare gol.

Oare sa fie adevarat, oare chiar am devenit dependenta de tine? Tind sa cred ca nu`i asa, dar lucrul acesta trebuie sa mi`l demonstrez mie, inainte de a`l arata lumii.

Solutia pentru dilema mea cred ca mi s`a aratat deja de prea mult timp si eu am fost mult prea reticenta fata de ea. E timpul sa punem punct, caci s`a ajuns prea departe si ai inceput deja sa ai un comportament prea... dureros pentru mine.


E timpul pentru un simplu "Adio!".

  • Mood: Suffering
  • Listening to: Sugababes - Change
  • Eating: negrese :X:X